through countless years, a lazy life series

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

my friend is alive

my friend was killed, a gun pointed to her heart !, he pulled his trigger, now she is dead
my friend is down, my friend is destroyed , my friend lost her self again
my friend, don’t cry if he is not back tomorrow, carry on as if history never existed
my friend said:
good bye, going to leave you all behind, and face my end the only truth that exists to me now, I didn’t want to die, now i wish am never born, my baby finished it all, finished me so soon.

my friend we shall always be by your side, we will never let you drown
my friend, dont live in your hole, defeat that mole controlling you and survive
my friend, life is hard , its bitter and sweet , life is fake and sometimes we cant tell which is which
my friend said:
my life was him, he was my home, now am just a poor girl , disturbed with thunder and lightening all around, he loved me and left me to die, and the wind is so strong i cant stand

my friend, you are strong enough to defeat that all.
my friend, what matter is you , and you only is what you need to live
my friend, the sun shall rise again, and the wind will go away
my friend, the thunder will be deaf soon and the lightening blind to find you
my friend, his gun will dissolve and the bullet will disappear
my friend, nothing really matters as you can see..

Saturday, January 26, 2008


I didnt write here for a while, been busy with my family, it was kinda fun ! but annoying, i never got a good sleep at night because of the little space i have in my appartment and the big number of visitors that were here !!

I should have gone to palestine this month, but i didnt get to , I have some stuff to do here, and going there will kill my time !!, though staying here will make me depressed but I will try to pass by.. ehh

the new year been fine so far, I made my new word "cih" , it stand for "City In Hind (india)", which was the meaning of the almighty word "bah" , so am using cih as a substitute

sth got my attention the other day, a new moda is out there , girls wearing arabic scarfs .. the palestinian blakc and white one can be beautiful on girls, life in black and white could be good somehow !

I think this is it for now, short useless post , but better than nothing , is it ?

cih anyway