Didnt say goodbye
She held a very lovely rose and was wearing her most beautiful dress, she could feel the air touching her skin and playing with her smooth hair ... A message on a paper was behind her, she took a look at the sky, closed her eyes and jumped.
A suicide note, that's probably what is it, but why would she do that?! Was it her boyfriend who suddenly decided to stop talking to her, she used to tell me how much she loved him and couldn't leave him, so did he but they decided somehow that its impossible to work out! Or was it her parents who always bugged her about everything and like never made her happy or was it her annoying friends who never stood next to her, this unfair world could give her endless reasons to take such a decision.
She could feel that she was floating in the air, she had a mix of happy and sad feeling; happy about how much petty the people would feel for seeing such a beautiful girl committing such a thing, or how much sad she will make them but her sad feelings, she never realized at all.
Petty? and why would it make her happy?, she is acting the victim of a scenario of her own and she want the people to act as her killers, maybe she realized that she was mistaken and that's why she was sad, on the paper behind her there was only one sentence...
She opened her eye, took a final look at the sky and told it: "I am coming soon" and she threw the rose up as a beautiful comeback present to the sky, good bye cruel world is what was written on the paper and ... She hits the ground.
A suicide note, that's probably what is it, but why would she do that?! Was it her boyfriend who suddenly decided to stop talking to her, she used to tell me how much she loved him and couldn't leave him, so did he but they decided somehow that its impossible to work out! Or was it her parents who always bugged her about everything and like never made her happy or was it her annoying friends who never stood next to her, this unfair world could give her endless reasons to take such a decision.
She could feel that she was floating in the air, she had a mix of happy and sad feeling; happy about how much petty the people would feel for seeing such a beautiful girl committing such a thing, or how much sad she will make them but her sad feelings, she never realized at all.
Petty? and why would it make her happy?, she is acting the victim of a scenario of her own and she want the people to act as her killers, maybe she realized that she was mistaken and that's why she was sad, on the paper behind her there was only one sentence...
She opened her eye, took a final look at the sky and told it: "I am coming soon" and she threw the rose up as a beautiful comeback present to the sky, good bye cruel world is what was written on the paper and ... She hits the ground.
posted by deadman walking at
3:21 PM
Winter in a car
1 Comments:
"A suicide note, that's probably what is it, but why would she do that?! Was it her boyfriend who suddenly decided to stop talking to her, she used to tell me how much she loved him and couldn't leave him,"
dunno why , but i don't really think she's that naive to do it for such a reason , a combination of the reasons you mentioned may lead anyone to consider committing such an act , wise guys won't be doing it though
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April 14, 2008 at 9:02 PM
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