through countless years, a lazy life series

Saturday, December 20, 2008

The sea of gods - My journy

This post is another part of the novel am working on (My journey) you can read older posts here:
My journey
To my soul
The forest part 1
The forest part 2
The forest part 3
The sea of Gods part 1

Not to make you confused, those parts are different in time, your ideas might not be so connected, but just to help, "The forest" comes right before "My journey", and this story, "The sea of Gods" comes sometime after "My journey"

The sea of Gods - Part 3
For how long I have been falling into the darkest night
Angels lost their wings , crying and weeping at humanity's big lose
Deeper and deeper I go and the night is getting darker
The sound of the cry is getting louder and louder
"What have we done"
Humanity is weeping for what they did
They realize their mistake
But they just stood their crying
They always search for a savior, the crying is louder
"Who killed the sun"
I start loosing all connections with every thing around
Nothing but darkness
Even her image started fading from my mind
I can't tell if i am dead or alive, am i still falling?
"What have we done"
The crying is louder than ever, am getting closer
I can no more feel the angels
Laughter .. of the demons echoes in my mind
They enjoyed putting humans in that prison
"Who killed the sun"
There was light, their eyes were shinny
The humans were looking up at the dark sky
Waiting for the sun to shine
Still, they stood there doing nothing but crying
"What have we done"
A human nature, we always wait for a savior
We reach a level where we lose hope and cry
Waiting for something from the sky
We never search for an exit
"Who killed the sun"
We never question our mistakes
We just blame each other
And when ever we have a chance to change
We just enjoy screwing it and be proud of that
"What have we done"
And when we realize our mistakes again
We wait for a savior ...
A savior that always had been a human
A savior that WE always had created
"Who killed the sun"
We killed the sun, and we can make it shine again
We can change
We need the change to become our own saviors
We can't keep waiting for the unknown
"What have we done"
I hit the ground, there were no humans
I woke up on the boat alone
In the sea of gods, looking at the shores of the desert of kings again
I went no where.

End of the sea of gods part 3
to be continued

Monday, December 15, 2008

5 more things

5 blogs/website I visit daily
  • Sabbah's blog
  • Google blog
  • Lifegeeked
  • micro controllers project from around the net
  • vixisouls
5 application I love and can’t live without
  • firefox
  • rythem box
  • geddit
  • wine
  • pidgin
5 applications I hate but I have to use
  • windows :S
  • that square things in the walls ... windows ?
  • that glassy thing that we look through in the car ...
  • that thing that makes you suicide, you simply break it to jump from a high building
  • btw, the new version of it is called shita , i use it because it has directx 10
5 favorite games I ever played
  • soccer
  • hitman
  • doom
  • return to castle wolvenstien
  • duke
  • blood
  • quake
  • warcraft
  • command and conquer
  • solider of fortune
  • fifa
  • winning eleven
  • holiday island
  • theme park
  • clue
  • simcity
  • wow
  • call of duty
  • battle field
  • medal of honor
  • crysis
  • halo
  • age of empires
  • commandos
  • serious sam

did i reach 5 games or yet ?

5 favorite online friends I ever had
  • Luna
  • andrew
  • fatakat
  • mir
  • tom zanhag

5 things

I was ... tagged :'( *sniff

5 Things I was doing 10 years ago

  • Lived in Tulkarm
  • Playing computer games 24/7
  • Hunting in the mountains! birds and snakes
  • Planting my own land :D
  • Watching 1998 World cup

5 Things On My To-Do List

  • Finish my project
  • Go to Germanya
  • Learning web development (on the To-Do for ever :P)
  • Playing computer games 24/7 again :P
  • Never visit JU after graduation

5 Snacks I Like

  • Nice Fruit Cocktail
  • Cheese sticks
  • Spring rolls
  • Chips
  • Tea

5 things I would do if I was a millionaire

  • Go around the world
  • Spend a million in 24 hours not buying stuff I won't use that day!.
  • Pay every student a 100 thousand JD to leave JU
  • Pay teachers to leave JU
  • Buy JU and turn it into a ZOO with the rest of the students and the teachers as the animals.

5 places I have lived ( for various lengths of times)

  • Kuwait.(4 years)
  • Palestine.(12 years)
  • Jordan.(6 years)
  • Egypt.(a month :P)
  • Wow - (sums up a year)

5 Jobs I have had

  • A sales man in a super market
  • Pc maintenance in an electronics store.
  • Typing documents in my dad office
  • Help desk,Networking and Data center internships.
  • Making my food, and paying my self for that.

5 people I Tag

(Links in friends, right bar)

  • Sinan
  • Walko
  • Sasal
  • Ramy
  • hamzeh
  • Sarah

Monday, December 8, 2008

Through countless years I shall keep falling in the dark night, waiting for her to shine once again in my life, waiting for humanity to free it self from their demons, waiting for her to smile